I want to run,but only far enough for you to miss me,
I dont want to be alone but sometimes its necessary.
Im forced to take a smile a Laughed everyday of my life,
My hearts break coz from the start its totally Broken...
THE pieces of it cant fix its just like i recieve a lot of punch and its almost beaten,
and i say i dont care if i love and fall all over again,
cozit seems numb and wounded,
guess that no one over there can back the pieces together,
Coz everybody leave and not just leave they leave my heart with scurs.
Ive learnt that goodbyes will always hurt.
pictures will never replace having been there,Memories ,good or bad, will always bring tears and words can never replace those feelings.
I BARELY SHOULD USE TO THIS HEARTACHE....
And shes crying on the inside,but shell never let them know,
And 'IF TEARS MADE ME PRETTY,ID BE FUCKING GORGEOUS'
Tears are words from my heart that cannot be spoken..
Tears let it be let it flow untill it wipes dry on my face..
Sometimes our visions clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears..
Deep in my heart im concealing things that im longing to say,
I have that personality of a dreamer,and a smile that hides more pain than you can imagine...
One moment youre really close to someone and in the next,
yOURE NEVER GOING TO SEE THEM AGAIN....
The happy times we had together are worth the times i cry alone...
A BROKEN HEART is not i want form this,but i guess its what happening
You taught me to love you this much but not how to stop or how to forget how i feel for you,Sometimes the memories are worth the pain,,IT HURTS!!!!!
WHY Its hard to pretend you dont love someone when you really do,
THIS!!!!!
"If you looked inside a girl ,you would see how much she really cries,you would find so many secretand lots of lies,but what youll see most is how hard it is to be strong when nothing is right and evrythings seems wrong.we may die of medication but at least we kill the pain....
There is a smile on my face but i dont know why its there.
i know everything is my fault,Pain doesnt hurt when its all youve ever felt..
I feel weaker every morning physically,mentally and emotionally,and nobody can tell,..evry night i stay up just late enough untill i get exhausted,i stay awake waiting for u,yeah u didnt say wait for me but i used to that feeling knowing u come and talk...IM SORRY..i know that word you dnt wanna hear but deep inside sorry for everything,
Im a daughter hiding my depression im a sister making a good impression,im the girl sitting next to you...Im the one asking you to care,
You were my cure and i was your disease.I was killing you and at the same time you were saving me..
I am missing you to death.I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled,the one who could brighten up your day even she could brighten up her own.I dont know if im getting better or get used to the pain,...
MY SMILE IS THE BEST LIE I GOT....
BROKEN...BEATEN..STILL FIGHTING!!!!!!
~NIX MAE~
